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Rather than remain in New Bodhum for the day, though they would return there for the night, Caius teleported them all to the ruins of a village. The buildings were made of metal (heavily rusted) and wood, which had held up surprisingly well under the ravages of time. Inside the buildings, personal things could be found: combs left on dressers, a few ancient photographs, and neatly folded blankets forgotten on the ends of beds.

A wide road cut through the village and a broad staircase led down to a murky beach. On top of one of the buildings, an overgrown fountain and the remnants of a garden could be found.

Powered crystal, which looked like snow from far away, and like sand close up, choked the side streets and surrounded the village.

"Welcome," Yeul said softly, "to Oerba."

[NFB and for them that have been invited. The theme songs for Oerba are: Dust to Dust and Ruined Hometown.]

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:05 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Just a Kid From Kansas)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"If I was made out of only good things, I would never have been made at all," Evan muttered. "It's not the sort of past you just pretend never happened, though."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
Caius laughed, short and low.

"No past is," he said. "People might not speak of their pasts but the horrible things build us as much, if not more, than the good. And they think of them, even if they do not want to, when there's nothing around to distract them."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:26 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Poutymouth)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"That sounds about right," Evan agreed, nodding a little. "The bad is difficult to look past. It's just... right there, like a stain, big and red and angry and not going anywhere."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"How long have you be facing your... stain?" Caius sounded faintly sardonic on that last word.

It was nothing personal, Evan.

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:35 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Shadows)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"Only a few months," Evan admitted softly. "It's been there for longer, but I didn't know it was there, before. And now that I do, it won't go away."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"What have you done, since learning it was there?"

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:46 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Annoyed Eyes)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
Well... He'd cried a lot?

"I've... tried to distance myself from it," Evan murmured. "I don't want to be anything like it. Not if I can help it."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 06:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"How do you expect to grow as a person when you define yourself by something that hurts?" he asked, his voice quiet. "You can't do that. If you do, you'll never have a strong foundation."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:11 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Just a Kid From Kansas)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"I thought I had a strong foundation," Evan replied quietly. "A family... a home. I knew who I was. None of it was real, though. None of it really mattered, after all."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"That happens sometimes," Caius said. It was hard to say if he sympathized or not. "What foundation do you have left?"

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:47 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Shadows)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"Shadows and monsters and lies, mostly," Evan shrugged. "Not the sort of foundation that you really want to build on. But it's all I have."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"Then you shouldn't run away from it." That wouldn't help anything, would it?

"If that's all you have, you can't hide from it."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:55 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Begging)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"But I can't embrace it! That's not who I want to be!"

There was a desperate note in that, yes.

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 07:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"Then don't," Caius said, "but acknowledge it. Admit that it is where you come from, what has made you who you are. Don't run from it."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 08:22 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Worried)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"And what if it's bigger than I am?"

What if it swallowed him whole?

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"Get bigger," Caius said. "Grow. Don't just give up at the starting line."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 08:35 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Close up!)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"And is that something I figure out as I go?"

Because giving up at the starting line seemed pretty tempting, some days.

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pulseof-chaos.livejournal.com
"Yes."

Caius deliberated for a moment before elaborating.

"You'll falter, and stall, but growth is moving forward anyway, while acknowledging the past."

Re: Daytime -- Arrival

Date: 2013-08-31 08:48 pm (UTC)
genesishero: (Stunned)
From: [personal profile] genesishero
"I guess I have the rest of my life to figure out how," Evan noted, chewing his lip. "Thank you, Caius."

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